~life~

~memorable holiday~

2009-06-09T00:32:00.002+08:00

holiday was neva fun 4 me....eday jus staying at home....until....

tis holiday was neva b de same as previous ....bac 2 hometown n meet sum1....de PENGUIN....afta tat...de fun in my life has begun....

i bac 2 my hometown then met wif sum1...de penguin....she invited me 2 join her in de bbq gathering (it was a con....hehehee....)....at 1st was considering whether wana join anot coz i duno her frens....but in de end...i hav decided 2 join.....but...lastly i knew all her frens were gal!!!i was so surprise but cant go bac d....went up 2 de chak suen but it was v fun coz every1 was v open thinking n friendly......it was a happening nite.....

de following weekend....we all met up again....tis time was having steamboat in PSA.....de food was delicious....thanks 2 rebecca 4 intro it....n we all snap many pics....n finally being upload in de fb n WW3 begun....hahhhaaa.....=D

afta tat time....our frenships bcam closer....noe each other a bit beta....then we went 2 yum cha sumtimes.....

then until yday.....we all plan 2 cook lunch at penguin's house....(u may refer de story in de previous post....TQ)....it was v happening.....unforgetable day.....but then de penguin need 2 go bac 2 kampar d....cant join us in de dinner 2day......my last outing in tis holiday wif u guys.....coz i need 2 fly bac 2 labuan d....n can only meet they all in end of nov....stil a long time 2 go.....

tis holiday was a memorable 1....reali neva live in such a gud period....so i muz thank sum1....heheehee....=D neva imagine i could hav such a nice group of frens.....happening n gud 2 me....reali thank god 4 all of tis....=D

~happening day~

2009-06-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

it was v happening yday.....

woke up in de early morning n went 2 wet market 2 buy raw materials 4 cooking....y leh??coz we r gonna go 2 penguin's house 2 cook....hahahaha.....afta amy came 2 fetch me,we went 2 penguin's house immediately coz de penguin was starved 2 death d....(din eat a while oso cant....sighh...=))

at penguin's house,we started 2 cook...start wif preparing n wash de raw food....cut chicken,veggie n then boiling de soup....we r cooking ABC soup or Russian soup....heheee....me n amy was busy cooking but de penguin was trying 2 steal skill but observing only....kekeke....=P but at last...she helped too....reali so glad....hahhaaha.....=D afta 3 hours of cooking,it was all ready....can b serve anytime.....

trying section has begun....hmmm....de kangkung was a bit salty...de soup was not spicy enuf....de kou lou meat was tasty....n de konyakku jelly was v tasty(but de penguin cant accept de fact tat it was more tastier than her konyakku jelly...hahha....pls accept de fact k...lolxx....)

afta eating....here cum de cleaning section....so i jus cleaning de kitchen...mop de floor as well....but de penguin oso gt help geh.....hehehehe.....afta fin all de stuff,then ah nyean suggest 2 play bowling at ipoh parade....it was fun....i beat de penguin...wakakaaa..=P then had our dinner at hokkaido japanese restaurant....it was nt bad.....sumwhere near de menglembu.....afta dinner....we all headed bac home....

it was reali a tiring day but full of happiness....i hav neva enjoy like tis 4 such a long period....reali gonna miss de day.....=D

~enjoy life~

2009-05-25T19:42:00.003+08:00

The happiest people in the world are not those who have no problems, but those who learn to live with things that are less than perfect.'

A group of graduates, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university professor.

Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the professor went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups - porcelain, plastic, glass, crystal, some plain looking, some expensive, some exquisite telling them to help themselves to the coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee, the professor said: 'If you noticed, all the nice looking expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the simple and cheap ones.

While it is normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress.Be assured that the cup itself adds no quality to the coffee.

In most cases, it is just more expensive and in some cases even hides what we drink. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the best cups... Then you began eyeing each other's cups.

'Now consider this, said the professor, 'Life is the coffee; the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain Life, and the type of cup we have does not define, nor change the quality of Life we live.

Sometimes, by concentrating on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee God has provided us.

Enjoy your coffee!'The happiest people don't have the best of everything. They just make the best of everything..

Four things to take note of in life...

1. Live simply.

2. Love generously.

3. Care deeply

4. Speak kindly.

Shine a light & enjoy your Coffee today!

~surprise nite~

2009-05-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

it was a great day yday....went out wif a fren n bcam ah sei 4 de whole day.....but it was nice coz has not been seeing each other 4 so long......went 4 window shopping but successfully bought a pant.....but sum1 din get 2 buy nythin in de end......hahahaaaa....^^

afta shopping....we went 2 her fren's hse 4 bbq......but it was vv surprising.....all r GIRL!!!i was totally shock...coz im de only guy there....but im sure her frens were shock too.....hahahaa.....but quite cham...coz hav 2 bcum sum1 ah sei......tat sum1 owiz bully me....so....gt used 2 it d.....sighhhh.....bbq chicken 4 tat sum1.....but nvm...coz bcam my driver n partner 4 de whole day d....hahaaa.....it was nice coz every1 was so nice....n can crack jokes.....it has ended around 11stg.....but then....gt sum1 dun wan go home.....so....went 2 yum cha 4 de 2nd round......hahaaa.....

life.....

2008-07-27T15:54:00.001+08:00

i duno wat is happening around me now....seems like every1 started 2 boycott me....de gang...i tot we'll b ok tis sem...coz i had changed myself....changed 2 bcum a happy-go-lucky guy....but stil....it is de same....everythin seems in vain....wateva im doin....r wrong.....i und u all...i noe wat u all r thinking now.....mayb u all tot im jus mix wif de juniors n neva mix wif u all....but do u all noe??u all r de 1 tat had disappointed me in de 1st place....when de 1st time it was happened....i jus try 2 4get it....u all jus rmb other ppl....help them write slots....n other things....but me??totally 4gotten d....if dun help me write....then it was ok....but was it v hard 2 jus inform me??jus a sms??would it cost a lot???so...when i knew could register slot d....it was full....in de end....i hav 2 choose a slot where it is v inconvenience 4 me....totally jus me alone in sum slot....dun hav any frens....majority r malays.....if tis same thing happen on any of u....then....can u tell me ur response???wat is ur feelings tat time???

bcoz of tis all.....i started 2 mix wif tis small group of juniors...at least....they reali treat me as frens....treat me gud....de reason i mix wif them was not bcoz they r gals....but bcoz i felt happy n can c de frenship in them.....but i cant c any of tat in u all....i did try 2 rejoin ur group....but in de end....it has bcum worst....when u all hav any plan...go eat...or go 2 town....totally 4gotten bout me....but when u all saw me wif my juniors group....u all gav me sum weird looks n expressions.....reali made me felt uncomfortable at all......wat's wrong when im joining wif my junior frens??it is a big mistake???it is my fault???at least they neva 4gt me....they could cook 4 me....n reali treat me gud....sincerely gud....but....everytime when i saw u all walking 2gether....laughing so happily....it made me felt vvvv sad.....coz i'll b thinking de same thing again....wat's my mistake???y i hav 2 b treated tis way???luckily....i stil hav my new junior frens....they r being v supportive....n supporting me all these while.....

~sad life~

2008-05-17T20:49:00.000+08:00

we r on a same bus tat day...but then...she told me tat im no longer in her heart anymore...it was so shock...my heartbeat has stopped...heart has broken into small pieces...i couldnt believe wat i heard...but...it was de truth....i ask her once again...she has confirmed it 1 more time...im reali got no choice d....

she hope we jus bcum a normal fren....4get everythin....everythin has 2 b 4get...everythin is bac 2 square one now....she reali treat me like a normal fren now....my heart is so pain...but who knows??she knows but i noe she wun do anythin....she reali hope i'll 4get her...4get everythin....our sweet n sad memories....

im bac 2 my hometown d....but yet...still miss her v much...vv much...i tried 2 4get her....but de more i wan 2 4get her....de more i couldnot 4get her....it only add more misery n love 2wards her....i felt tat i couldnt put down everythin....i found tat im reali in love 2 her....reali love her n keep on love her....i think no1 can replace her in my heart d...wat shud i do now??i jus can pretend like i hav 4get everythin n treat her like normal fren....but my heart feels v painful when i pretend....reali soo painful....wat shud i do??can sum1 tell me???

~Frenz~

2008-05-14T15:53:00.000+08:00

wat is fren means actually??is it a person tat will support u when u r in prob??

if it is true,y they cant reali treat me as fren??y they would 4get me??barely bother me even tho i owiz help n do my best as fren....im reali felt disappointed n upset bcoz they totally 4gt bout me....

at 1st...we all hav agreed to put things at de fren's place at outside...but...tis morning,they went 2 put at another fren's place...without even tell me anythin...until i msg 1 of them n ask bout tis matter,they told me they went 2 put their things d...de reason is they couldnt reach tat fren...so,they jus put at another fren's place...not even ask me anythin...n pretend like ntg happen...totally 4gt bout me....tat i oso need 2 put my things in de fren's place....so,in de end i hav 2 bring bac sum of de things bac 2 my hometown n throw sum of it....such a waste....coz my luagage is over weight 4 de airplane....so...i hav no choice...sigh...

wat a fren...i noe i owiz think of them n try 2 help them whenever they need my help...but tis time...they reali reali disappointed me...made me felt hopeless n c de true self of them...so,shud i b a gud fren like b4??treat them like b4??gud n caring like b4??

an ending will bring a new beginning...

2008-05-13T18:46:00.000+08:00

hmm...afta a nice talk wif a gud fren of mine...my heart felt delighted...all de prob in my heart had been released...b4 tis....those prob reali made me felt like dying...felt hopeless....totally lost hope at all....love...fren....n all kind of stuffs...

but now....i noe i muz make sum changes....2 my thinking...attidude....n de most important is my social environment....my frens started 2 leaving me....until my loved 1 oso leaving me....mayb it is all my fault...4 being so childish all tis while....

tis is an ending of tis sem....a new beginning will start soon....n a new me will b reborn....leaving tis defected of me in de past....bcum part of de dark history....4eva keep it in a small corner of my life n would neva reappear....

i promise n swear 2 my loved 1 tat wil try my v best 2 change myself n try 2 win her heart bac....hope she can bac 2 my side....n dun wan her 2 leave me anymore....not anymore....